I love my bf so much i guess we are fine now but i wonder how long it will last, he said his singing sucks but i dunno if mine is nice well many ppl say it is but i think its horrible we get along well i dont wish to go oversea on may 5 i will miss him soooo much even 1 day never see him i miss him like madness sia oh well tmrw another borign day in sch the same old thing same old lesson, same old class and same old teachers now my sch is becoming like a military sch cos of the principle i dunno why he need to make so amny rules

Anyway omg for the close up shot for class photo i was in the middle how ps sia but it was fun hahas anyway on fri 17 april we also had combines UG day some stupid day the principle made up to comfrim that the half net ball court is the home for UG ppls. Well we had a ceremony and the funniest things happen my cca banner came down last and my whole was laughing on the stationary spot and after that at 2.30 we had cca photo and i had enough of ym senior claudia she thinks she is the boss and her hair was like omg like she came out of the jungle and not caring abt her, we sec 3 and 4 got to sit infront. It was so unfair that those ppl wearing uniform could not join us for the formal shot. Anyway got 1 sec 1 boy was so cute when he was wearing the berret every1 think he is cute anyway ya thats all for friday~

Yo lols todae went to the zoo with my bf and his family lols i super close to his family. Even those who flew in from thai like 3 of his little cousin and 3 aunty they alla re so nice and they rock. Well the zoo practically stink man but hahas i did had fun. Me and my bf were always side by side although not holding hands we were still very close. Well i waited 2 hours for him from 10-12 and i wanted him to give me back my 2 hours of sleep but i never got it back T^T i still want it~

He actually did not let me go see the white tiger but his mum wanted to see so yays i got to see it, its soooo cute. The other animals were pretty the same, we say a stuff police dog abt half my size and it cost $800 i know cos my bf mum ask if it was for sale and she joke with me if i want she buy for me she is veri nice to me. Well we saw the elephant show the elephants are so cute~ the all do everythign so well and my bf and his family was so scared they kena spray by the elephant but in the end we never hahas.

We saw all the animals at the zoo well mostly the same but i never see the australia part it was new to me some were new to me too i never been there since pri 4!!! i was pretty excited to go but oh gosh the smell is just too horrible but kinda worth it, the last part we sat on the tram for 1 round and we walk out. I sat taxi with my bf, his aunty,and 2 of his little cousin until kranji mrt than i went off first. His little cousin look like a couple its super cute. When i was taking mrt listening to song my bf sms me all the way home i guess he was worried i get hurt

Last beverage → Barely
Last phone call → Natair(Nathanael)
Last instant message → Emilyn
Last song you listened to → Chinawut term mai koey tem(or any chinawut song)
Last time you cried → today morning
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → ya
Been cheated on → ya all my ex lor
Kissed someone & regretted it → Never
Lost someone special → my ex to some other girl
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → never
Laughed until you cried → ya many times
Met someone who changed your life → God.
Found out someone was talking about you → Ya like duh
Have you kissed anyone of your top friends? → Nah i dont kiss friends
How many kids do you want to have → maybe 2 1 gal 1 boy
Do you want to change your name → Ya my name too common
What time did you wake up today → 10am?
What were you doing at midnight last night → listening to chinawut song and thinking of my ex
Name something you CANNOT wait for → getting outa fairfield
What's one thing you wish you could change → Meeting my kor(my ex)
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Erm no i guess
What's getting on your nerves right now → Nothing wo
What's your real name → Rachel Koh Hui Hui
Relationship Status → Single and waiting for some1
Zodiac sign → Cancer
Elementary/Primary School, what Kind of school did you go to? → Fairfield primary
High School → Fairfield secondary(fairfield kid)
Hair color → Black and brown
long or short → Long
Are you a health freak → Nah
Righty or lefty → Righty.
FIRSTS :
First surgery → I dont i ever had 1
First piercing → k2 i think kinda long ago
First best friend → Cannot remember maybe got 1 in kindergarten
First sport you joined → Badminton
First pet → Birds
First vacation → LA
First crush → In kindergarden, I don't remember his name.
First Cosplay → sec 2 with friends
CURRENTLY :
Eating → Air.
Drinking → water
Waiting -> For my ex to come back
YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → yup they r so cute
Want to marry?→ Erm like duh?
Careers in mind? → Media and game designer
HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → NO and never
Drank hard liquor → nope would love to try
Lost glasses/contacts → Nope
Ran away from home → Never i so guai
Broken someone's heart → Nope is ppl break my heart
Been arrested → no and never willl
Turned someone down → Ya once
Cried when someone died → Steve irwin!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Not really
Miracles → Yup anything is possible
Love at first sight → Ya happen to me like once or twice
Heaven → YA DUH
Santa Claus → Nope
Angels → DUH.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes NATHANAEL(NATAIR)my ex
Kiss on the first date → nope
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → No my heart cannot multi task
Do you believe in God? → YA LIKE DUH

Well i dunno if i got over him but i still like to go to his house cos i have soo much fun today i went to his house and we talk alot it was so fun but we surprisingly talk abt God and Jesus i was so happy he was actually interested in it and he even said he love God i was so touched i hope he can become a christian i know he would be a great 1 and he is so precious in God eyes i wish i could tell him that he is so sick i pray that God can take away the pain and suffering and complete heal him of his fever i went to take care of him at 10 than we like fell asleep for like 2 hours until 12 lunch time than we sat down and ate after we ate was like 1-2 pm than we went into a room to talk abt God around 1 hour than we went to his room and talk abt him for another 1 hour or 2 i was so suprise he was so into it but at like 4 his gf came but i had loads of fun but i was sad. I actually say my kor(jasper) my ex omg lor he look so diff hahas but i cannot believe my ex trick me to talk to him arg but its only asking for air pump heng lols but kor is kinda cute but he looks weird hahas shh........ cannot tell him ltr i die lols but he is kinda cute cannot believe it arg cannot stand it wo, when i see my ex with another girl i sad but seeing my kor made me super sad cos he played with my feelings

i always said i wanna die but i never really meant it until now i guess i never ever felt like dying so much ho much my friends try to help me i just cant get it out of my mind even whn ppl says he is a jerk or not good enough for me to me its not true i am really hurting when they say that cos he is the only 1 i love but who cres now he does not care abt me anymore so like now i am all on my own trying to live life alone its hard espescially when u r badly hurted it seems that it cannot be healed really wishing that it wont hurt really wishing the tears will finally stop flowing down wishing i could draw my pictures happy not sad anymore even if they r not real i also feel the pain cos i draw them but i guess i cannot it hurts so much to even see my pic happ cos i cannot be anymore but i seem so sry for it well i guess my lover will never ever love me back his feeling has gone to other ppl how much i wish it wont come true

DE IdIOTIC QUESTIONS.
1. Do you have secrets?
Y shd i tell u its a secret

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
i wont mind depends on how much younger

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
NO NEVER EVER

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate some to charity than buy stuff for me and my friends

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
No he is just a friend right ?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are equally bless

7. Who do you idolise worship?
God/Jesus

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Leave him as long he is happy I am, but i am not happy now when he is

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
NATAIR

.10. Do you have any regrets?
Ya kinda not dying

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Married to natair
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Friends and family and espescially natair

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
Super pretty nice and kind

14.Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor love is the most important we can go through things together.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Purple ^-~ yays

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
YA i giving it all in my realtionship now

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
Forgive him/her i am use to forgiving ppl no matter how much they hurt me

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive YES forget NO

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Relationship with natair only

muacks so glad ur back lao gong *hugs* i love u so much sobs i so glad ur back safe muacks lao gong u mean the world to me muacks ur the best and i love u so mucaks hug hug muacks lao gong thx for loving me so much i wanna spend all night talking to u i cant wait to see u and meet u i will kiss and hug u sooooo much~ i wanna kiss u like mad lao gong muuuuuuuuuuuacks~

2days without my bf and i wanna die wo sobs i miss him so much i although i feel him near but i still sad cos i miss him soooo much~ muacks lao gong hurry back pls i miss u so much sobs lao gong i dont think i can handle anymore i wanna cry my heart out cos i miss u so much lao gong plss dont leave me like this again sobs

I love u lao gong miss u so much sobs love u i thinking of u 24hours becareful hor take care hor if not ltr i so worried muacks i try not to cry but i really do miss u but i always feel u near me or beside me look over me and taking care of me muacks ur the best i always feel u in my heart, no matter wad lao gong i love u and only u no1 else muacks i miss u lots pls come home soon I am waiting for u

yo hahas now in class woots so boring now it before this was sci omg i was laughing like mad with the whole class cos we watch japanese game show and they gotta do stupid things hahahas so funny the whole class was laughing like mad seriously omg hahahas anyway ya now it watching some stupid hong kong movie which so so boring but at least we can play game and its ok haha.
now its 11.38am still got 1 last period chi sigh hate it!!!!!!! miss my lao gong~~ wah lao gong pls dont go thailand for so long~ pls i miss you~ hug hug muacks.....lao gong i always feel u beside me when i sleep u will hold my hand and protect me lols muacks i love u sooooo much

Woots meet 3 new rro member from singapore 2 guys 1 girl. Tom, Sherman and Jovi, they are all pretty cool except Tom he is mean lilke hell and wtf is his prob but Sherman and Jovi rocks yay. Lol when Jovi and me found out we are from singapore we have some girl talk~~~ yays Love to meet singaporean but mostly girls to have girl talk hahas sry guys but ur are fine too but ltr my bf get jealous so not really liek to meet guys mostly girl to have girl talk yays~

state 15 wierd things/habits/little known facts about yourself. the 10people i tag will have to then follow in my footsteps and write down their own 15points.
1-I always think I am ugly :X
2-Cant go oversea with my lao gong TT_TT
3-Too nice to ppl who hurt me:3
4-I love my lao gong more than i love any1 before ^^
5-Being bestie with my ex who broke my heart lots
6-Never ask my bf to "kill" my classmate
7-Too nice sometimes to every1 woots hahahas
8-I hate them but mostly i dont get angry or even feel that they r normal friend and i care for them(them= bullys in my class)
9-I hate vegetables. >.<
10-Sometimes too hyper woots yay hahahas sry kinda crazy
11-Never been this soft hearted to all my bf only to my lao gong(JACKY!!!!) WOOTS~~~
12-School totally sucks too many rules
13-Love that teachers are buyer to me muhahahaha(sry evil part taking over)
14-Last time i keep on looking at shuai ge (before i met my lao gong) >.<
15-Of cos love ALL my friends lols expescially Jasper(lols just kidding haha) XP

Today is monday holiday woots wo whole day playing stupid tmrw need go have stupid sports day i also not in go for? waste time wo arg nvm woots playing with jacky audi wo muacks... glad u and jasper r friends again ^^ omg ur so hot okay lao gong quit saying ur not~ omg hot sia

ahhhh exams!!!! stress lols anyway ya i posting now cos well most exams over but still got some left until fri madness wo. So tired at least can sleep in the exam hall but sooo cold. Now having flu than my throat so pain wo i wanna die le wahhhhh>.< tmrw exam wo i scared leh i wanna finish it although i hate it but its so important anyway left maths paper 2, sci,listening comphresion and d&t oh well woots jia yoo alittle more yays~ than can slack

i love my lao gong!!!!

although this happen sometime ago i totally forgot to post i wanna post abt CAMP FEAST woots yay lols we went to camp feast on 25 and 26 aug lols. I totally rocks i was in Bravo4 with fairfield ppl and some ppl from campus vale and ju ying they were all pretty cold at first but they truned out to be super cool. All the other school has no girls except our lols, there were only like 5 of us girls. One the first it was pretty boring we got like 1hour 30min to get to know our group ppl more lols. I love the whale watch so fun hahas we have to balance the board and sing a song hahahs we did like rock wall and ab sailing we have to tuck in so nerd lols hahas...I thought ab sailing will be easy but its kinda scary lols we have to shout out name rank and ic no. I did not like so shout my ic no. lols the person call me pizza hut cos of my ic cos there is a 23535 at the back lols but he is pretty cool heh. With the boots when u lean back ur like gonna fall. >.<>.< and like just know I did not want to go but the girls ask me go so wat the heck I think it will be fun so I go. When I was on the ground I was ok but when i climb up I started to get afraid. The guy hook me on and I was like i dont want to go than I keep on going backwards lols, he asked me to sit near the edge and he will kick me off and i was so scared i hold my harnest super tight. I felt like I was gonna fall on the ground but did not. *ow* when they grab me my legs were super pain man lols. The guy unhook me and I straight away went to the MPH and took off the harnest. After I took it off wow not pain at all lols.

Well we did archery after lunch it was so hard but fun hahahas i shoot my arrow go dunno where it was camouflage with the grass lols i got 3/5 arrows on the board lols. After that we like clear up our dorm and get ready to go do some army stuff. Danial was sick and he did not want to tell teacher I felt super bad when I tell teacher but he was really sick. After we clear up, we went to the place and we did rope climbing first. Danial did not join us he look so lonely and sad alone there, the rope was so hard to climb my legs hurt man and it keep on turning lols. Next is the balancing beam it was hard to go up but the walk across is easy it looks super easy wo. After that we did the spider web it was 1 of the easier lols the only hard thing is the go down cos ur boots may get caught. We swang on ropes like Tarzan lols,there was water below there man Shafiq he is so mean does not he swing it across nicely he can teese me he laughed at me and i almost strangled him lols. We did the incline bar last, out boots have to *hook* on the outside of the beam and use our hand to pull us up.

Now its the morning we woke up at 5.30 early right lols cos of some joker we had to run up and down and us girls was like innocent than the sir forgot so some of us went to run and the sir apologize but it was fun. Us girls we went to march to the dinner hall first the mdm said we were better than the guys *yays* lols, ole,letitica and I was leading*so hard* we like only learn to march the day before and we were better than he guys *woots* lols. Well we set up the tables and waited for the guys and went for breakfast and i think it was lastest only 6*zZzZzZz*Not long after that we gather and we gotta get our bag and go T-T. We sat down there and get the photo of us with the paintball gun, Danial was beside me and we swap photo cos we werent in the same photo pity. I notice he always have a nice smile when i see him even when he is sick. I also notice he smiling at me lols, well not long Mr Heng came and we got to go sadness. We boarded the bus and went off.

We all went back to school so boring we got a short talk and Mr Tan was saying " any1 planing to get MC?" "good i better see your all tomorrow dont say wad ur got camp than cannot go school." Well the next day we go school and all was normal, like getting insulted oh well same old sigh.

1 thing i hate abt the camp: we cannot put our hands on the table when we getting ready to eat.

Many things i like abt the camp: fun, exciting, awesome, cool, we even got to learn how to march around and of cos GREAT friend we met there sure miss them.


During the whole camp I was missing my bf although I was having fun but I always think of him, I even called him but he no ans T-T and he called at 6.10 in the morning when we 5.30 already got to go gather.*zZzZzZz* we slept like at hm...... 10++ lols

omg sobs the 1 and only 1 for me is jacky omg thx so much I am so sry my dear I am so sorry how much i put u through. How can I be so foolish, thx u want jasper to stop playing with me until u let him punch u until u bleed omg I am so sry I will never want to put u through that again now as my tears flow down its all the stupid memories of jasper and new memories that I am going to have with you. thank you so much i really do love u

We had our 4day 3 night camp during wheel.

1st Day
We reached school at the normal time at 7.20am. We had devotion and flag raising like normal. When we finish, our instructor came to tell us which group we were in. I was upset because i was not with my friends. We were in the group 15 and 16. Group 15 is taken by instructor potato or also known as instructor alex, which was my group. The other instructor was Carrie who was in charge of group 16. Not long after we boarded the bus to Jalan Bahtera camp site. We got some brefing and we headed to dorm 6 which was our girls dorm, we shared the dorm with the 2I girls too. After that we changed to our wet attire and headed to the sea side where we did our kayaking. I had to much fun kayaking. We kayak to a place and where we all stand up on the kayak and sing our school song. After we finish we went for our lunch where we did our hungry cheer and Mr Tan praied with us. When we ate finish and clean up we put our items back and we headed to the ad sailing place where we did ab sailing. Before i go up i was so scared, I had to lower myself than slowly walk down the wall. After most of us did it we went to the parade square to have our campfire preperation. We had dinner 2hours later and like lunch we did our hungry cheer and a fellow camper praied for us. After we finished and clean up we went to our dorm and get a shirt like what cheif yen asked us to get. We used the shirt to blind fold ourselves than our instructor lead us around the whole place. I find it fun but kind of scary because of the steps. We went to sleep at 10.30pm when cheif Yen.

2nd Day
In the morning we had to gather at 7am but we woke up at 6.30 am to get ready for the next day of camp. When we were done we went to the parade square where we did bouda clap for morning exercise. After we finished, we went to eat breakfast, after that we went to do flying fox. After some people went it started to rain. We all went to dorm 2 which was the closest dorm to us. We played some game which our instructor introduce us to, we also heard some ghost storied from instructor potato. When the rain stoped its already too late to do low element so we went for lunch. When we finished we went to the river side to do rafting. It was so fun to do rafting, altough I did most of the work and I fell down but I just laughed it off. Our raft was like a see-saw that was able to float. When we finish we swam in the sea it was so fun. When we finish we went to wash up and went for our campfire preperation, we learn a new dance, we dance to a song called xi shua shua. We all had fun doing the dance and its so fun to me. Later we had dinner and like always we did the hungry cheer and some one praied for us. After we finished we went to play a game called kidnap where 2 of our classmate was kidnap. We had to find two keys to find the place where they took Lesean to. Lesean was the one who was kidnap for our group. We found the first key quickly but the other one we took very long we did like ten different stops. We came it first because we run to every stop. After we all finish we to slept at 10.30pm like yesterday.

3rd Day
We woke up again at 6.30 to get ready for the morning and my arms were already aching. Went to the canteen to have our breakfast we did the normal things again like hungry cheer and had prayer. We went to the place where most people did high elements, the instuctor show us how to blay and asked who want to try, a few other people and I tried for it. I had so much fun blaying but it is also scary to know some one's life is in your hands, if you do something wrong they can be in danger. I blayed once than it started to rain so we went to the rock wall, where me and Joel took turns to blay. After a long time of blaying we went for lunch. When we finished we went to the high elements to continue doing our high elements rope course, where Joel and I continue blaying for our group. When we finished we went to the square to practise the dance more. We did it like 3 times but I wish we could do more times but we dinner duty to do. We went to have a fast dinner and we helped out, Evelynn and I was serving the meat and we took turns to do it. I had so much fun doing it. When we had finished dinner we went to the campfire pit to have our CAMPFIRE yay! Everyone was like very hyper, expescially out class. We keep on shouting for our class to go but we went forth but it was not so bad, we did our dance with almost all our energy and we shouted our cheer at the top of our voice. When every one finished they handed our some prizes, to my amazed our class won the best class award. After all taht was done all the instructor came to tell us class by class how we were, it was so touching i almost cried. We went for debreifing, during that time we heard a song instructor potato sing it was so nice and touching. We had to sleep at 12am where the insructor came to our dorm and we all said goodnight to them for the last time.

4th Day
We got to wake up later on that day, we had to wake up at 8. We woke up at 7.30 am to pack up and go to the parade square where we gather for the last breifing. Cheif Yen asked us if we would like to stay fo 4 more days and we all shouted yes, because we all miss our instructors. We had to do clean up duty after we finish the breifing, we had to clean up the campfire pit which was the easiest thing to do. We took like only 10minutes, after we finish we just sat down to talk until we had to assemble again. When we reached to parade square to gather, we took our stuff adn headed to the bus and we all headed back to school. Instructor potato gave us sweet for a good job that we had done. When we reached school I felt like crying because we would not be able to see instructor Alex Carrie anymore. I wish the camp was longer because i missed them so much.
We all love you instructor Potato and Carrie

Dying? Wads dying?Is life like a game?
Can u lose a life jsut like that?
And it does not matter cos u got more lives?
After u die will u regret?
A friend told me...
There is a lot of sick people who wanna live but cannot,
so y give up a percious thing that u cant get back after u lose it?
I use to think it was crap and wanted to end my life,
but now i know we shd not end our life,
we will regret it sooner or later..
Is there a good reason to die?
And saying no one care abt u is not a good reason,
i use to say that but now i know god loves us alot.

There is alot of friend who care abt you but you just dont know it.
Before u die ask urself is it worth it? Will any one care?
If u think no one care, i tell u, u r wrong.
God care for any1 u me and every1 in the world.
So if u sick and dying, hang on to ur life, pray to god he will cure u,
he will give u a second chance.
Dont give up and just die its not worth it.

Stay alive and well and do any foolish thing.
Trust me people do care will be hurt if ur gone.
Dont kill yourself cos of some1.



If you sad talk to me i feel like dying before,
but i now know its not worth it

Mistake are made for a reason
You make them and learn not to make the same mistake again
Thats what get you through life
Everything happen for a reason
Even if u feel stupid saying you love them....
Say it <3
You will never know what their reaction will be
They may have been wanting to say the same thing to you


Dear diary, today I met a boy...
he smiled and i found myself smiling back ^^

Dear diary, today I saw that boy agian....^^
we went for a walk down the beach and talked for hours

Dear diary, me and that boy have gotten really close
today he held me in his arms
We shared our first kiss too ^^

We sat together, my head on on his chest, watching movies

Dear diary, today the boy ask me out!!!!^^

This boy is different,
He held my hand infront of his friends :X
He kissed me on the forehead
He said i was beautiful instead of hot
He said i was the one
I love just to spend time with him
He is the ans when someonce ask
"what are you thinking about?"

Dear diary, today i saw him with another girl

And now my dream has ended
My smile is broken
My tears are so unstoppable ='(
My heart feels like its broken into two

Dear diary, today i saw him again and
he asked me why was i crying

I said i was crying because i still loved him and he just laughed

Dear diary, i thought he was different!?
Was it just an act and i fell for it??

Sometimes i dont have the strength to cry,
but how can i stop the tears from comming!?
I go home, sit by my window, blast my music, cry and think of you
My friends asked my why do i bother wasting my time to get you back
I dont know there is something about you i cant let go of
I find it easier to just say i dont care
rather than explaining every reason why i do
I like to walk in the rain because no one will knows i am crying
I like to make an excuse to be near him so i
can be close to him again and picture how it used to be

He is the reason i am still awake
having to cry myself to sleep
And while i waited for you to say you loves me,
you finally did but it wasnt to me

I MISS YOU =(

There is no point holding on the the past
Boys and girls who had their heart broken,
wake off that fake smile and you will see
there is someone already fixing it
You will find the prince charming in the end,
jsut try to get through all the mistakes first
when you find him he will be...

PERFECT

No point hanging on the to past
Lovers will me impossible to forget but new one
will come along and steal ur heart ^^
Its easy to hate you so try loving you
I hid my tears behind my smile beacause i knew if
my smile broke my tears will come out
But someone will come along and change that forever

Just me and you

A heart can only be whole for a length of time, but how long will yours last?
Be honest in life and u will be rewarded.
Who knows, who likes you just dont try and be someone your not.
When the times is right the loving person you like will love u back.
Do you think of me at all?
The truth is harder to tell than a lie that come blow up the earth.
Why fight for life? no one come out alive anyway.
Trust in life and life will trust in you.
Lifes a dream, just mines a nightmare.


Why shd i lie to protect you, when u laugh when i am hurt.
Many people take life as it comes, but do u live in the past?
Dont follow anyone advice, follow your dreams.
One person love will bring a smile to anyone face, but will it bring a smile to my face?
Listen to your heart.
Tell a person you like that you like them, you never know they might like u back.
Question in life are hard to cope with.
When i cry does ur feeling for me change?
When i am gone, will you notice a part of you is missing?


Be yourself no one bettter than you.
Believe in yourself, the world will believe in you.
People in the world come and go, but ur brother and sister will stay for life.
Dont frown be happy and love the people that are true.
A best friend, a sister that destiny to forget inculde.
Be honest, be true and be yourself.
Smile, u dont know who is falling in love with you.
A friend is someone that will always be there, a bf is someone that will come and go.
Take the right steps in life and the door you choose will be filled with gold.


Knowing yourself is harder than knowing ur friends.
Before you find the right person do you know who you are?
Bfs come and go even gfs come and go but a best friend stays for life.
Cant life me smiple not work 24 hours.
If there is someone for everybody mines dead.
If lifes a gift why is mine a curse?
Your sister and brother will argue and hate you but always love and be there for you.
Be honest, dont lie be my friends till we die.


When i see your name i laugh and think your the one.
In ones destiny one may fall in love with a monster.
My best friend make me smile, my sister makes me cry but you make my heart break.
My bes keeps me warm, my friends keep me happy, you make me depress.
Why is life so bad? Why cant things go teh way i want to.
You make me smile, you made me laugh, you broke my heart, now ur dead.
Life is long just like a cap of pop that is easay to destroy.
Dont live in the past, dont live in the future, live in teh present and focus on things.

p.s. i hope u die

If only the person you loved, loved u the same way.
Met a boys heart prepare to shatter.
Love is a word with no meaning its just a word, its the way i feel.
Maybe the one you dislike love you for you and the one who like u pray for u to change.
Life has its change, make sure you choose the right one.


Hold onto life, its the only good thing we have.
A heart cant break is it wasnt whole in teh first place.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends in tears.
Love is only a chapter in a guys life, but to a girls....its the life.
Dont make someone your everything cos when they are gone you will have nothing.

lol last night i was watching tv and smsing Ren Hui and Lynnette lol.... Me and ren hui got so much in common lol and I like know him for 1 day lol. Lol i enjoy talking to ppl by sms lol. Man we got competition on the first week of april chiong arh we have to do our best and beat the other school.


Well it wont be easy but i bet it will be fun, i hope its not like during the sea competition last year where we smoke them easily. Well the teachers said there will be some challenge.......yay~
Ren Hui said he will be there too oh well we gotta see how good is his school. The poor boys they will have a challenge from other school cos most guys r stronger than girls

Okay NCCsea camp was like so fun so sad it was like only for 2 days.....
And i did not expected to see Issac there i thought he left lol

Day1

Man the worst thing that happen is that Eugene suddenly said he was like my dad lol...
Well at day 1 the junior was so lucky they went to kayak and do their 1 star kayaking course but it was raining most of the time so when it stopped raining they quickly got their boat and launch off.... When the junior were having the fun us seniors( sec2 and sec 3) were in the room learning how to tie a back and eye spicing lol its was complicated but fun......

At night we have to pitch up our tents when the guys sleep in the classroom(so lucky)
well its was fun..... there was like 7 girls in 1 tent like 4 sec2 and 3 sec1 or 3 sec2 4 sec1..
The worst of all was the water parade man i think i never drank so much water all in 1 night before...man i woke up like 3 times to go to the toliet with my friends lol

Day 2

Well day2 is where all teh fun started man.... We were split up into a few groups, there was like
people who were going on kayak with dragon boat paddle and single and double kayak.... the single kayak went with the dargon boating team to pasir ris....... it was a total killer lol on the way there i wad feeling sick going up and down with th wave..... the sec 1 went to pungol like us last year....

On the way back i saw some sec 1 but they were going so slow and i heard that they did not go to pungol before heading back. The stop at sembawang beach to have their lunch there and most of them were too weak to carry a boat....So we help most of them. On the way back me and my partner were like confuse on where to go lol. My partner was so tried that he stop for like sometime. We all reached back at sembawang kayaking center soon after. Than the worst news came we have to CLEAN THE BEACH its was like full of garbage..

Alot of people complain but it was fun working with my friends. Alot of sec3 and sec 1 that were slacking we sec2 are so hard working yay sec 2~ lol ok all teh hard work was like gone to easte cos we got to bath last. The sec1 was like hoggin the whole bath room so we have to wait for so long but we got to eat first. After that we all went back to school,we reached there at 7.30 lol, we were all tired but we all had fun i wish it was longer like june holiday camp last year but march holiday is so short

Ok samantha u keep on saying ebi on diet now ur turn is it???? Ole, Evelynn and Xiu Wei ur copy emi is it lol jkjk


On Sunday 27 Jan 08:
we went to kallang to cheer thoose on that went for marathon...... ok skipping all teh boring part lol we went to west coast with the seniors, sir and teachers..... Ole, Sam, Emi and I was on Mr Kwa car lol ole was hugging the big doraemon, sam was hold eyeore and i was holding
 the tiger it was so cute lol...... ok when we reach west coast they treat us to Mac lol so cool... before the food come we went to climb the big pyrmid
i did not climb cos i was scared of heights..... lol the seniors were so funny trying to climb up the big pyrmid..... but the most funny thing was when they went on the swing haha milton was the funniest he was stuck in the center than he keep on kicking letting no1 near him to help him lol..... man it was so fun like a family outting i wish we could go out mroe like this haha

  nice photo u think?
hey sam where r u? emi r u ok ur laughing like crap

omg ok i am the class chairman nooooo~!!!!!!!! Worst nightmare ever oh well not my prob teacher(Mr Mak Lee choose 1) oh well so my partner is Lydia i kinda shock but i dont mind she is nice. Lol Eric and Evelynn is class captian haha i sabo Evelynn cos i know Eric class captian well too bad not my prob who ask Eric never go see Mr Lee than cannot choose his partner. Well i did not choose Lydia but it is ok cos no1 else i can choose and Mr Lee chosoe so i have no choice cannot talk back. Now class chairman must be guai kia sia.......oh ya ytd wednesday 23 of jan 2008 is the worst day sia all teacher scolding us for wad we did at science center wah liao all our fault all ours?!?!?!?! Never blame 2G blame us so we kana no mroe pet rocket la not all out fault ok 2G make more noise than Mrs Ho la side her class 2G scold us say:"my class so quiet when ur not in can ur keep quiet" , than we go in they noisy..... We wanted to go in they say:" OIIIIIII why ur here go away la" than we wait outside than Mrs Ho la go scold us go in she super byus sia... Most byus teacher is Mrs Ho sia..... Now need write apology letter so bad waste of time shd say sry for nothing but i dont care write lor not my prob anyhow write also can......

lol ok i did not post for a long time and sam,ole and emi keep on saying id id not update but i will try my best to update ok sianz can't wait to go play soccer at sat can see some1 lol~ but sad i missing ssd meeting but nvm(cannot let ole know if i going ltr she nag)....lol i cannot believe something lol but i cannot type it out its for me and emi to know and ur the find out sia.....and i think 1 more person also know shh... cannot say anything lol~ Haha bored sia i now talking to Joey on msn sia and i did not ans him and he is getting like piss off...but how can that be Joey is always happy like a happy ghost but cannot call him that, its leon nickname for dunno wad reason....Every call me a mad tigeress cos i scratch them but not my prob i dont care haha, they can call me wad they want they can dont like me but i dont care, cos i am crazy i wont care abt anything, woots haha pls forgive me if i a little too crazy lol~

List out top 5 presents you want for your birthday:
1) prepaid card heh
2) laptop so i can use come anytime
3) webcam to show my friends
4) have a normal dinner together
5) to spend a day with my family
Answer the following questions:
The person who tagged you is?
Samantha
Your relationship with her is?
best friends,cca mate and classmate
Your impression of her?
funny , nice, cute and pretty
The most memorable thing she has done for you?
help me with some1 i like
If she becomes your lover, you will...?
i dont think i will like her sia haha
If she becomes your lover, things she have to improve?
shd be nothing she is so nice
If she becomes your enemy, you will...?
ignore her and show her a angry face when i pass her
If she becomes your enemy the reason is?
over some stupid game i think
Your overall impression of her?
a very good friend
How do you think people around you will think about?
about what haha
The character you love yourself are?
being super crazy and hyper WOOTS
On the contrary, the character you hate yourself?
i dont show my true feelings
The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself who else can i be or will i be
For people who care & like you, say something to them?
thz alot ur care so much abt me expecially when i hate THAT guy ur are with me through out the whole thing thx so much love ya all

"thank u" celine sabo me i not so mean sabo my friend 

Favourites.
Colour:purple cos of my audi char
Food: sweets
Song: any song that is nice
Movie: Enchanted and shriek 3
Sport: badminton, kayaking, dragon boating
Day of the Week: monday cos did wedding licence
Season: winter! i love winter
Ice-cream: i dont mind any flavour just that they r nice can le

Currents.
Mood: emo dont ask me why
Taste: sweet...i just eat a sweet
Clothes: sleep wear which is my comfortable wear
Desktop: idk .___.
Time: 12.12pm i gotta sleep at 1 ltr some1 scold
Surrounding: brother's room with my bro in it
Annoyances: brother nagging


First.
Crush: cannot remember
Movie: not so sure
Music: idk . maybe twinkle twinkle little stars ?

Last
Cigarette: never had one
Car Ride: last sunday
Movie: 21 nov...Enchanted
Phone Call: few minutes ago with celine
CD played: er......i dont play cd song

Have you ever.
Dated Your Best Friend: no i dont like my best friends(guys)
Broken The Law: i dont think so how can i know.......
Been Arrested: ermm... no duh i not so stupid
Been on TV: nope.....
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: erm.. like NO duh who will?

5 things you are wearing: shirt, pants, headset, towel for my wet hair and 
dont know
4 things you’ve done today:breathed, talked, paly audi, listen to song
3 things you can hear right now:Initial D-night of fire  sound from my bro com, myself type duh
2 things taht make u clam: look at the clouds or stars and draw
1 thing you do when you are bored: think

Please take a moment and read this -
you will be blessed.
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...
and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away,
tears streaming down her face
the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever,
I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...
I'd die..
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me...
A true friend.Remember:'
A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next
to you saying WE screwed up,
but we had fun!
'Proud to be your Friend!
Make sure you read all the way
down to the last sentence,
and don't skip ahead.
I've learned...
that life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end,
the faster it goes.
I've learned...
that we should be glad God doesn't
give us everything we ask for.
I've learned...
that money doesn't buy class.
I've learned...
that it's those small daily happenings
that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...
that under everyone's hard shell is someone
who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned...
that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned...
that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned...
that the less time I have to work,
the more things I get done.
To all of you...
make sure you read all the way
down to the last sentence.
There .
I LOVE YOU ALL^^
Thanks for spending you time to read this

Hate No More

When I see you around I will
think he is not my lover,
he is my senior.....
When I look around
I always see you there,
last time, when I look
at you I feel like
whacking u with all my might,
but I think it is not worth it
cause it wont change a thing
you still wont like me so why
should I do thing to hurt you.

Now as I see you,
my heart wont be in pain...
Thank for giving me a lovely
smile each time you see me
it will brighten my day and remind
me of how nice, kind and funny
you are to me....

I am sorry that I hit you.
I am sorry for not saying the truth.
I am sorry for liking you.
I am sorry for making u go trough all that.
I am sorry all I have done to you...


As I am saying this some people
will say its not my fault,
but i think it is my fault,
I should not have like you,
I should just treat you like my senior,
I did not know regection will be this
pain and hurtful....

Thanks for letting me go trough
all those if not i think I will not
know how regection feel now...
yes my heart WAS in alot of pain but
now I feel like it is all patch back
together not letting the past
pull me down I should just
think of you as my senior
thanks for letting me feel all this..

Thanks Alot I Could Not
Thank you Anymore

lol today went to jurong point than emilyn was too scared to face her old classmate oh well nvm.......the day turn up pretty good becos i got to see sparky and his cousin celine lol was so scared to meet them lol cos sparky parents was there but i got see him and he see me... i was talking to his cousin celine....she is super nice okand she is so pretty and smart

today me and my friends went to teach the pri 1 they were so cute expecially my partner he is so chubby and sweeet..He called me ah ma his sister was there so i asked him, is that his sister, than he thought i said he is a gangster than he said i was the gangster than he slap himself than said i did it oh well he is so cute i wont forget it

HATE
i hate you...
i hate you not,

you are awful
you are MEAN

you have to break her heart
you had to do that
but couldn't you be less hurtful
and couldn't you lower YOUR tone

you are so OUT!

she heard your name...
and she doesn't care any less
maybe deep inside...
she's hurting and putting on a brave front

you had to PLAY her feelings
you had to do just THAT

you are a PLAYER
you are a JERK!

...thanks samantha ur poem is so nice ur such a good friend

man how can i be so stupid ha ha i shd not like him i am so stupid why shd i give him another chance that's it i wont forgive him anymore he will die i don't care..Ur so cold blooded I WILL MAKE SURE U REGRET KNOWING ME

man sat was so fun i went to play soccer with aquila kor and william kor man they make us wait until so long i almost killed them but nvm.....aquila and william said a guy like me really meh? i am so fierce how can he like me? Aquila said he is shuai to me he is ok lar but he is cute.....Got 1 more guy like me? Cannot be that guy he is so sweet, kind and nice than he like a girl like me? It cannot happen if it does i will be happy but if it is wrong i dont mind

treat or trick? goddesses

i will remember this words for life - dont care, hack care and never will care am i an angel or devil?

more audition pic yea!!!!

Audition freak

WELCOMEY

Love me?.
Hate me?.
Your chose.
Just no bad language.
Understand?.
Don't mess with me,
I'm a purple tiger,
that will kill you,
with the use of science.

THAT LADYY

RACHELKOH:D

Thats my name
Attached.
SWEET14.
Fairfield Methodist Sec.
1G, 2007
2H, 2008
3H, 2009
rachelkohlovejesus@hotmail.com
Feel free to add me(:
LOVE/HATES.Y

lOVESS(=
. God
NCC(SEA)
My friends
Church
The colour Purple
The animal tiger
Natair forever
Science
Huiling(my mei mei)
Claudia See(as a senior)

HATESS)=
Betrayals
Backstabbers
People who lie
Annoying people
Devils in Disguise
People who call me a bitch

EXITSY

JiaQi
RachelNg
Annetta
Melody
JunJie aka JJ
Yun Xin
Amalina
Wee Siang
SSD guild
Alyssa aka ally
celine
kah leong
Jamie
Papa
The cell
big sis(selling items)
class
ren hui
lynnette
instructor potato
ole
vienna
juliana
Ncc(sea)
Xin Yi
Marcus
Claudia See
Belinda
Joey
Huiling
lao gong
kevin
jovi
Abram
MaMa
jun hui
Andrew
Sukii
YL
Richie
Pearly

SCREAM;TALKY

MUSICY